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my antibody still has not come in yet. i'm actually really frustrated about this. i am not coming in here on thanksgiving to finish these blots.
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[31 Aug 2005|09:10am] |
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today i saw a bunch of nuns park illegally. why do they think theyre above the law? the sign clearly says no trespassing. even i dont park there.
heres what ive read this summer
1. high fidelity
2. american psycho
3. valley of the dolls
4. slaughter house five
5. the bell jar
6. vanity fair
starting wicked today. i want to see what all the fuss is about.
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[01 Jul 2005|03:40pm] |
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do you ever look at someone and think to yourself "...she should be wearing a more supportive bra..."?
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[02 Jun 2005|02:22pm] |
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So.
A mere day after graduating, I have begun my career at Rhode Island Hospital as a research assistant. kinda weird i just bought a cherry coke from this machine in the basement of jane brown, and it cost $1.35 (beeeeat) but it was one of those automated machines that a rack slides up to catch the soda and gently slides it into this coke-shaped opening...but the bizarre thing was, this was a coke machine, no doubt, it was red and said "coca cola" all over it, and had images of coke splashing all over it, and all the products were from the coca cola company with one giant exception: Dr Pepper and CHERRY VANILLA PEPSI. i found this to be bizarre.
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[30 Apr 2005|02:34am] |
im drunk on rum and coke in celebration of the fact that i have a real job a real fucking job with a salary and benefits
its surreal
doug is crashing and feeling ill...how can a six foot 2 inch boy be so sick, and i so...drunk...but not sick..meh...good friday..feeling good, feeling alive.
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[24 Mar 2005|01:19pm] |
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i have petikia all around my eyes. from crying? from rubbing them? whatever, its so freakish looking.
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[14 Mar 2005|01:48am] |
-there are small hairs on this plate -i know. they're from my eyelashes......at least thats what i keep telling myself...
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[07 Mar 2005|01:53am] |
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- At this very moment I am completely frustrated.
- I feel as though things are never done on my time or on my turf. I wonder if I am at fault for letting them get that way.
- I feel like I am surrounded by constant competition, of just vying for attention. And that, is unfair. It's so hard to keep up.
- I feel neurotic
- I feel.... everything everyday
- I feel like I am deconstructing myself at least once a week
- I want to feel nothing and let these things go and not be bothered with them..
- I feel like screaming
- I feel like dying for an instant
- I want attention in that instant.
- I want to know that this is what happens to everyone
- I want to not compromise my beliefs
- I want to be flexible and be able to alter said beliefs
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[14 Feb 2005|12:26am] |
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1: You're gay
2: Oh?
1: Yes. I am really a man.
2: Well, you have tucked "it" away well.
1: Thanks.
2: Yes. I'm glad that you're no longer "setting sail".
1: What?!
2: You know...your mast.
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[03 Feb 2005|12:57am] |
i hate the little white lies dropped.
i feel like none of my posts are nice, they are all inspired by fear, regret, anxiety, and anger. i hate going to bed angry.
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[31 Jan 2005|01:12am] |
i want to put my hand through a plate glass window forget hand, lets just go right for the head.
i really and truly apologize to rubia and dave. ive been such a bad friend this year. im sorry ive been neglectful. i promise to change.
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[31 Jan 2005|12:54am] |
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this is the possible subject of my project for my art class..think traveling gnome sort of thing

UGH photobucket is being craptastic, so one thing.
thanks. im slightly tired, my parents are snoring, and i feel old.
"to be taken care of." exactly.
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